Listening to ===========>>>>>>>>> Fifteen ::: Taylor Swift






You know.. I'm one lost puppy. This whole thinking so much thing really sucks. If I had to speak honestly, I would say that right now I feel so alone. It may be that I made it this way or maybe it just happened that way. Though I really do feel alone. The thing is that I am trying not to let it effect me. Like is it suppose to be this way? Like am I supposed to learn from this and become more independent? That's how it appears to me. Was never one to set aside my pride and beg. It's really hard for me to show that I need someone. I hate that feeling so much. I rather be alone than let people have an advantage over my emotions. If that makes any sense. So I guess alone it is right? Its cool though. Maybe its for the best. Really couldnt tell you if it was. Just can tell you I feel really alone right now. Alone..Distant.Outsider..




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Questioning a lot of things right now... Having a gut feeling. Just cant work up the courage to follow it.....

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