Sober.

Inspiration: Kelly Clarkson's song " Sober"

For the past few months, I have been sober. Thank the lord. Trust me it took a lot. It was one of the hardest things I think I had to do. I was so close to relapsing so many times. siigh... But i made it through. I was persistent.. and time helped keep me sober.. yea yea yea it would be so nice right if i didnt have a problem with being sober any more right? well i surely cant say that now. i am so close to a relapse i can feel it. my life is together. things r good. but just remembering how things were before makes me think twice about continuing to walk away? is it too much to ask for this to be one of those where its worth relapsing? where a happy ending comes out of it and you wont regret relapsing? that would really great if those stuff was true? thought it isnt. im quite aware of the real world. and in the real world fairy tales dont come true. those stories really don't exist. just created by someone with a very vivid imagination if you ask me.. hmmph.. too bad.. guess i will just have to keep resisting temptation and remain sober =/ so much for dreams..